I am tired, suffering, and depressed. But I am reading a good book and tomorrow I might not be any of those.
Thursday June 23, 2005
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I am tired, suffering, and depressed. But I am reading a good book and tomorrow I might not be any of those.
Allergies stink.
Does God really want that much from me? To include me in His great plan, to take me places promised, does He really want me to do that? Sacrifice a normal life, to become someone how lives, breathes, eats Him? To sell everything I have and follow Him? To pack up and leave? And did I tell Him no?
So I am friendless now. Amy is still gone in Europe. The rest of my friends left to go to Germany. Amanda is in Austraila and Steven is in a camp for the rest of the summer. It is now just me, julie and Sonja. And Sonja is a workaholic, and Julie hates my guts.