What is this that I need? Am I bored or just tired? Saddened by something lacking, but is it the lack itself that is causing it? I used to be whole, bold and confident, but now things are different and I feel afraid. Shy. Fragile.

I know it’s a passing emotion, but it’s an emotion just the same and it’s there because of something.

But then I remember who I am. And who loves me. Slowly and surely, I get back to being myself.