I don’t understand this “waiting” thing. Is waiting doing nothing? How do I wait? What does waiting look like? Can someone show me? It is something that I need to be learning. That I am learning. Well, learning might actually be an overstatement. I’m attempting to understand the mere existence of the action of “waiting”.

And I’m finding out that I don’t know how.

I want to do something, anything, anything that is an action. I want to work towards what God has told me, what He has promised me. But, He has said not yet. I just don’t know what to do. I don’t accept that waiting, is well, doing nothing. I have to do something.

I’ll pray.