I don’t know.
I woke up in Sac, took a really long shower (a nice thing about hotels) and drove two hours and got in town at ten. I went to church, saw Amy, Andrew Williams, and my band play without me.

After that, I went to lunch by myself. Which wasn’t that bad, but some company would have been awesome.

Went to a Christmas program that rock, God was totally there (and some of my very beautiful friends).

After that, I had nothing to do. I couldn’t get a hold of anyone. So I just went home and played some playstation for a while.

I just finished my dishes and am waiting for the noodle water to boil for my spagetti. Then I think I will watch Return of the King.

I spend too much time on the road.

As of now, I am tired of traveling. I want to stay home and just chill. I think All that I will take is just one weekend, then I will be ready to go again. Maybe going to my mom’s will help.

I am just tired.

I don’t know quite how to explain it.

When you realize how much it will cost, that paralyzing fear that is mixed with the excitement of how incredibly powerful it will be.

I missed breakfast today. I owe Stefani breakfast. I said I would be there, and I didn’t take the steps to accomplish it. Will you forgive me?

Today was a strange day. I got tired, and… well.. in a bad mood towards the end of the day.

I went to Meghan’s house to say good bye to her, she is leaving for Portland tomorrow at five. She is going to school up there, and none of my sentences are linking very well.

Tomorrow I am going into work at 7 to work on the server. It will be fun. I hope everything goes well.

I could fall asleep right now, but I need to get some work done.

My keyboard and mouse shipped last night. The rest hasn’t yet.