well, today started too good to end this way. i was acutually happy and awake when i got to work a few minutes early instead of a few late. but somewhere the day went bad and now i am here. i am here just tired, nose running, head aching, throat tight and dry, and my poison oak itching. i can’t go to sleep now, nor am i able to do anything. i just want to listen to depressing music and sit.

i need a hug, and not a cheesy cyberhug either.

three days, ten hours, seven minutes and fifteen seconds.

i don’t know what to write, i read a children’s book from eightteen ninty-something and it was kind of funny in a depressing wrong way, and then i read a sad story about the shooting in that one church. but i just came from a mexico meeting. the kind that i like where i talk to dan and ask him questions and think about stuff. i can’t wait to go. it is going to be so much fun and so much more than fun too.

four days, ten hours, eight minutes and fifty seconds.

edit: i packed. not all the way, but enought to see what more i need. i might run out of socks, but i will be able to tell better tomorrow after i do my laundry.

four days, eight hours, thirty-two minutes and thirty seconds.

well it is gone. and i am glad.

it was this:

but now it is this:

you can’t really see how much hair i actually have, i could pull it down past the tip of my nose. and my hair is think and was the same length all over. i am free now.

five days, twelve hours, eleven minutes, and fifty seconds.

well, i went shopping for mexico. i had one hundred and twenty-seven dollars and fifty-two cents and i spent sixty-three dollars and seventy-six cents. find out what is cool about that. oh i bought a headlamp cause i lost my old one. i miss my old one. it is so much cooler than my new one. i think i will go and look for a replacement like my old one. i felt like a girl cause i went clothe shopping and was getting a little to into it. but i did get a shirt for three dollars and a pair of pants for five. um… late.

six days, seven hours, fourty-one minutes and thirty seconds