Wednesday July 26, 2006

Fall asleep to the life you’ll live until you die.
Your silence setting down on me is going to kill what’s still alive.

It’s a long way home. Will it ever feel the same?

It has been a long time since I posted. Such sad days too… I should just go swimming by myself. I don’t need company. It is nice and I want it, but everyone else is a dork.

Ah… Choices… Left or right? Up or down? Her or the other? And my favorites, the open ended… What do you want to be? What do you want to eat? What do you want to be an expert at?

Choices… I guess aren’t really that bad… Just the fear of the wrong answer is… Fear is odd. You can have the most potential in the world, but if you are afraid of making a wrong decision and end up sitting around doing nothing it is worse. Fear is funny. It it what stops you from jumping ten feet into the water. Fear is irrational. Fear is fearful. Fear is stupid.

Then why am I here? Thinking about my choices?

6 thoughts on “Wednesday July 26, 2006

  1. Ducky1

    fear is transcendable.
    if you just keep moving and don’t let it sink it’s teeth into you, you can make it through. Just keep moving through open doors, focusing on the end goal. You can get past fear.

    well… I suppose it depends on the type of fear.

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  2. crimson_gold

    lindsey’s alter ego agrees totally! yes fear is stupid and transcendable and sometimes a good way to balance recklessness (or perhaps that is better described as common sense). anyway i fear that you think i am a dork (sniffle, sniffle) but i do want to go swimming evetually. and what’s with your fear of swimming pools? – just some food for thought (not much, just a snack) 

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  3. tranquilwater

    I think I’ll lump in with that one ^

    And is it really open ended when the answer is always the same? “What do you want to eat?” 

    “Well, I’ll be honest. Chocolate.”

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  4. pray2day89

    Mmmmmmmm chocolate 🙂 I gotta agree with them –^ Its all in Gods Hands so don’t worry or think to much about it (whatever it may be)
    Matt 6:25-34 is a good scripture for that 🙂

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