Fall asleep to the life you’ll live until you die.
Your silence setting down on me is going to kill what’s still alive.
It’s a long way home. Will it ever feel the same?
It has been a long time since I posted. Such sad days too… I should just go swimming by myself. I don’t need company. It is nice and I want it, but everyone else is a dork.
Ah… Choices… Left or right? Up or down? Her or the other? And my favorites, the open ended… What do you want to be? What do you want to eat? What do you want to be an expert at?
Choices… I guess aren’t really that bad… Just the fear of the wrong answer is… Fear is odd. You can have the most potential in the world, but if you are afraid of making a wrong decision and end up sitting around doing nothing it is worse. Fear is funny. It it what stops you from jumping ten feet into the water. Fear is irrational. Fear is fearful. Fear is stupid.
Then why am I here? Thinking about my choices?