Tuesday December 21, 2004

It is back. Stronger. I pace now. I look at pictures. I take out my camera and look through it. I sit back down. It is still there. I look at more pictures online. The music that I hear feed it. I long to stand alone, looking at a sunset, facing a nation. I almost cry with the feeling welling up inside of me. It hurts. I need to go and satisfy it, but I can’t. There is no way I can stand it. I read my bible, it is still there, stronger. I must go… but I can’t.

8 thoughts on “Tuesday December 21, 2004

  1. beautiful_letdown17

    Haha Andrew, you are the best. I love how you explain things. What a good friend you are. Haha..so guys dont like showing their emotions in “girly” ways huh? ok I can live with that haha. I am thinking that my brother probably saw the pillow there, and then threw it at me…and said “I love you” to get out of it, just like you suggested. Hahah. Well I dont really know what you are talking about in your post up there…but I like cameras too ?!?! Have a great christmas, if I dont talk to you before then! See yah later hott face!

    LYS! <3 

  2. Ducky1

    I hope that you are having a good christmas!
    I agree about the elf-girl.
    I like new york city. that movie made me laugh soo hard! and made me miss nyc. πŸ˜›
    have a good day, ok?

  3. Christyes8

    haha. well, I do know people who like fire alot (in a strange way) if that counts. So I actually would be cool if I lit something on fire? okay. . . I think I’m gonna light my turkey for Christmas on fire. yeah. lol. Do you light things on fire? wow. I imagine how much fun it must be. . . uh, really

    and, wow.I agree with ^ Firedfilled chick about your entry. real deep.            
    I like the sunset part.


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